Let Love Bleed Red
Love Is A Common thing that we always see around us , first came our family Mother Father Sisters Brothers Etc . Then came friends , there are normal friend , best friends and some even are backstabbing friends but that type of friends doesnt need to be kept as friends anymore . Then finally the most confusing heartbreaking sweet joyful Love is Love with a person that you want to spend your whole life with . I'm not an expert with this kind of stuff but I just want to explain what I experienced with Love and it just happened recently . First things first , Love hurts but we humans just keeps doing it over and over again . I met her on twitter , I just randomly greeted her with no expectation of her replying because most people won't just reply a greeting to a stranger right ?! But she replied , we chatted on the net for a while and then we moved on to wechat . One day I had a feeling that she was sad , I offered to cheer her up but she said that she likes to make herself happy . But I knew that she didnt meant it , without a care I grabbed my guitar and Sang to her . I still remember that song , it was Fall by Justin Bieber . Then I asked her if what I did made her smile , she said she smiled and I was happy to cheer her up even though I'm not a good Singer . We continued chatting for quite a while , then I had to stay at Ipoh for work . But I never stopped chatting with her even though the situation was very hard .
Try playing your phone when you're in this type of situation , although it was hard but I got use to it . It was all for her , I was very happy at that moment those couple of months in Ipoh meant alot to me . It was not because of my work , it was because She was chatting with me at that moment . But then things changed , she got back with her boyfriend . That never stopped me from chasing her , but the thing that stopped me was herself . She was like not interested in talking to me anymore , I felt real sad . Then I had to go do National service for 3 months and that made me even sad ! I tried to get her off my mind , but it didnt happen . As soon as I got out of National service , she reappeared in my mind . I had to talk to her , I have to settle this once and for all ! I sent a long text to her explaining my feelings and everything , she replied me one day later . She said she was sorry she didnt know how I felt at the moment , she didnt knew what to say . I already forgave her a long time ago , thats why I just kept everything to myself because I didnt wanted to hurt her or make her sad . It was that easy ?! She said sorry and nothing else and then she could be off the hook ?! I had nothing else to say because I Love her too much , I dont want to hurt her . At least Shes happy then I'm happy . The way she smiles in every picture , her voice when she wished me Happy New Year , the way we used to chat and share pictures together . I'm not lying here this is the thruth , I never even met her once in my life ! I never got the chance but I Fell for her . If this is Love then Love It Is ~
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